Wednesday, May 03, 2006
dilemma...im stuck in a box of unwanted tings....im damn tired n i really mean im damn totally tired...its 0310am rite now n im stuck wif loads of tings in mind...........gggrrrrr....ffffffff......
got a msg from my besty fren....i knew 1 dae it will come...n it happened yesterdae...no matter wat,i hav to sae its my fault,n i knew it will happen....n i will accept it...dats dee wae i chose...not bcoz of aniting else but dats the wae i knew it will happen if i chose dee path i hav chosen...nv meant to hurt anione, nv wan to lie nor hide aniting,but i'd rather keep quite....its alwaes a big matter wenever it comes to a relationship...there will olwaes be sumting dat we hav to oppose...n i hav to accept dee consequences fairly...n i nv blame anione except myself....to noe aniting is hurting,but..........*hithead5*
my space are getting smaller,
theres not even space for my own,
n dis stress in me,
is neverending....
all i want is happiness,
to live life wif everione i cherish,
but every happiness has its bad times,
but i jux hope dee joy will not jux perish....
fate is already there,
but sacifices hav to be made.
its ones choice to choose between 2 paths,
dat will lead to dee maturity of oneself.....
after dis,it may take sum time till i post again.....need sum time alone......................................
2:36 AM
