Communique-talk it out loud

2008-01-29T12:21:00.000+08:00

2008, a new year,a new start,a new life...

and a new blog: meblog-youblog.blogspot.com

2007-12-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hide those tears,
hide those pain..
but these feelings cant hide anywhere..
nowhere..

u are fine,
u will be fine..
i will be fine,
i am fine..

2007-12-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

"You're Not Alone"

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching for any sign
Of the ones he used to love..
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left...)
And this time I think you'll know..
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell
She's just like him
Spoiled rotten
Confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one..
(But herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is here
And this time I think you'll know...
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(There is more to know)
We're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
(So tell me)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(Make it out)
You will live to tell
(Live to tell)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
(And I know)
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
You are not alone.
You're not, you're not alone.

Youre not alone,coz i'll be there for you.
i will....

2007-11-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

guess wats new?

-Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis-

can you pronounce it?time urself.cool huh?hav fun.
fyi: its just a disease/sickness.

2007-09-19T11:09:00.000+08:00

olraits..good news,i passed.bad news,the colours nv fly.lame ok.lets jux see the results.haizzz.

NAME: MUHAMMAD FIDAAE BIN MISWARI
STUDENT ID: 0638131
COURSE: DIPLOMA IN MARINE ENGINEERING STAGE 2B
MODULE CODE - MODULE CREDIT UNITS - GRADE
MA1073 CAD - 2.5 - B
MS7202 ENGINEERING MATHS I - 4 - C
MS7581 MULTIMEDIA IN IT APPLICATIONS - 3 - C+
MA1071 INSTRUMENTATION - 3.5 - C+
MA1089 TANKER FAMILIARISATION - 2 - D
MA1093 APPLIED THERMODYNAMICS - 5 - D
BA002B FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT FOR ENGINEERS - 2 - D+

Semester GPA: 1.898 Cumulative GPA: 2.706
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ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

2007-09-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

yep2...past daes had been quite fun..
coz,it NJRC...yeah..
bt ok lah..nt the 'WOW' one this year..

thur: njrc was total boredom...
the songs,the emcee,the atmosphere...sucky...
peace...
haiz..n the rs peeps..*shakes*
all bcoz,we r the oni ones there...
so,slacking is common..

sat: had verismo class in hq...
den proceed to njrc...
haiyo,sure confirm rs win..
no sae..well,at least the rs peeps are cheering..
hope they had fun..
bt i miss the old njrc...
the dance,woohooow..
miss those..

well,todae,jux ended werk..werk3..
tire=sacrifice=happy ending...maybe..
bt well,its holidaes,wat do you expect..
tmrs my results...
pray3..many2...hope it turns out well..

i blew up..its my life,bt i need it..the only time..

2007-08-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

its been soooo long...
sooooo busy....
sooooo many tings happen....
so, sooooooooooooorryy...

but let it past...lets jux look wats ahead..

~fid0~

2007-04-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will NEVER let you fall

I'll stand up with you FOREVER

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will NEVER let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you FOREVER

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will NEVER let you fall

I'll stand up with you FOREVER

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

[to fade]

2007-04-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

yarp..been very tough week..very tough..loads n loads of mental tiring thinking n planning done...n still stuck as it is...still in the process of brain damaging n doul finding...haiz...

olrait,lets look at the brighter side...werk wise,yarp,khai was back frm thailand to meet his gal..came back,had dinner cum supper in the early morning(jux to get an unhappy sumone after getting to noe i wasn back hm)...apologised n forgiven...preparing myself for the jux-ended adidas competition..Predator vs F-50 Tunit..yar,very thnz alot to my "brother" wan rong aka bird2..shes great,nv tot of herself,dats where we other staffies had to overcome...to make sure she has her life...yar,but tankies alot to her..n to vickyky n his fren amanda for droppinged by...went for lunch n den to millenia walk to drp by cbtl,to meet OM Joey..haha..

sori ahz,had to go there to operate my knee..had an injury during the competition...wasn as bad,bt bad enuff...loads n loads of apologies to everyone...so many ppl angry,its jux a small injury,bt i still hav to apologise...WILL TAKE BETTER CARE...yar,now ive had to walk ard in a funny wae..haha,guess its quite interesting...wif werk somore,wah...but but but,WILL TAKE CARE....have to...too many worried ppl worries me...somore if they themselves r nt in good health...so together2 WILL TAKE CARE....okies...

no pixies for the competition,bt the two guys might nt see dis,but all the besta for their journey to SPAIN...for goodness sake...seeeeesh...haha...for the rest,its more of us enjoying ourselves(though i got injured)..hehe...yar,got the links to the names of finalists...who noes they might noe anybody...but IM IN IT..Predator site...noting cood be better...haha..taking care peeeps...smilies =)

Predator : http://www.adidas.com.sg/football/pred_finalist/index.shtml
F-50 Tunit : http://www.adidas.com.sg/football/tunit_finalist/index.shtml

2007-03-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

PREDATOR vs f-50 tunit
me : Predator

yerp,was in good mood yest,coz got tru to the finals of the ADIDAS trials in Jalan Besar..bt actually wasn in high hopes to try it out upon reaching there,coz been very,n i mean very dain tired..had n unusual fb training the dae b4..more like suicide training,bt tinking back,it jux brought me back to the past..ncc style..so,it wasn dat bad afta-all..been werking hard for the past few daes..need to earn money bahzz,pocket koyak oredi..so,penyu hibernating gt reason ok?!..doinks...

blink2 nod2 shake2...skool gonna start soon...wah,time flies very the fast..haiz...good ting,can get back together wif frenxies..here we go again..another year of bull-shittinged n crappinged..frens of the Fisherman...bad ting,sum tings jux need to be sacrificed...gonna be hard,need time...slowly,slowwlyy...

had to get back to werk dee nx few daes...GUNG-H0 la,chiong ahhh... dats life for now...aniting new for me?ideas????

2007-03-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

NAME: MUHAMMAD FIDAAE BIN MISWARI
STUDENT ID: 0638131
COURSE: DIPLOMA IN MARINE ENGINEERING
STAGE: 1B

MODULE CODE/ MODULE/ CREDIT UNITS/ GRADE

SP0601/ CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT/ 2/ A
MA1091/ BASIC THERMODYNAMICS/ 5/ A
LC0618/ CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS/ 2/ B
MA1063/ ENGINEERING DRAWING/ 5/ B+
MA1064/ WORKSHOP PRACTICE 2/ 2/ B+
MA002S/ UNDERSTANDING WEATHER/ 2/ C
MA1088/ BASIC SAFETY TRAINING 2/ 2/ C+

Semester GPA:
3.375
Cumulative GPA:
3.115

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ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

alhamdullillah...tnx to the ppl ard...

2007-02-14T10:21:00.000+08:00

wat can u do wif 9 weeks of freedom?
stonninged?or hyper?
hmmmm........

had some fun yest,went for class gathering...
playing hide-n-seek in darkness is FUN,
added to it,in the middle of the nite...
everyone has a kid in them..hahax..

gd luck to AUNTY CUTE n TCHER..
may they stay happy as alwaes..
peace out..

2007-01-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

FISH !

-play

-make their day

-be there

-choose your attitude

lifes like dat...
dats how u decide ur dae...
tink bout it..enjoys...

2007-01-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

2007..hadn had a good start of dee year..

it kept raining, again...sicked,again..

making wrong decisions,again...

sometimes,lifes jus not worth living for...

well, back to skool..met new ppl..all crappishy typez..

big guy : Man0,as wat i noe,the crappiest guy in SMA...

ain : hyped,hyper,forever..lol..

ya,n some other peeps..

gonna miss 2006 though...good times kept as memories..

19/04/06..

Im sorry....
I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.

More, I know that I have lost your trust.

I wish I had that moment back again.

To pulverize my carelessness and lust.

Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish.

To understand how much we are in need.

We play with life until we nearly perish.

To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.

I know my need of you more than before;

Thus im sorry for wat i did,hoping you may trust me more.

i love u...

No matter what our troubles, I still love you,

As though a part of me were also you.

Life isn't easy, but I know without you,

There will be bitterness in all I do.

I feel the broken heaven in my heart.

The darkness underneath all time,

The pain that from within there's no healing.

We were so much in love when we first met,

A river that would reach, in time, the sea.

We ought not let despair turn to regret,

But be through choice what love chose us to be.

No love can last except it be through will.

Were wastelands in our path, I'd love you still.

2006-12-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

been werking n werking for the past few daes,non stop...however,i'll bare wif it for a mean time..since its the oni month wif the festive season..theres the christmas,hari raya haji and the new year...nt going to miss dee chance to werk...bt ive forgotten bt other tings,bt other people..how selfish..

and here,i would like to apologise,to u especially...yes,i nv want this to happen...even i blame myself for wat ive gotten into..im sorry...

2006-12-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

A hug..
dats wat everyone needs,
something that takes away all worries,
n comforting ones feelings,
to hav the sense of warmth, security,
and love...

and dats wat ive got...
a hug,a simple hug...
but it means everiting...

2006-12-27T00:49:00.000+08:00

yah,once again back from werk...its the same 'dat place'..yaya,werking there is dain boring,but wat to do...last few days of dec...afta dis,werk will slow down a lil...needa break..exams coming...promised someone,somebody,to do well...will try my best..

had a good dae jux now...although it was raining,bad...but i managed to spend some time with me fren...yar..long time no see..since today suppose no werk,tot had time to spend..bt otw,had a call to frm werk..doesn matter...wat matter most,we met..how i wish it had been longer...

time flies...fast...
bt wats past is past...
new dae's ahead...
daes of fun joy n laughter...
and so is sadness n anger...
we dunnoe wats e future...
we can onli plan,dats for sure......

2006-12-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

have i ever told u bout a fren of mine who i had met bout a year ago?

yar,that frenship still continues to flow till now..and for sure,it does hav its highs n lows...can be up very high n even as low..but i appreciate dee understanding..one always makes mistakes,bt nv did i take it to heart coz it all happens unwanted...dats how life has brought it in between..however,i cant blame dat very person totally,coz noone is perfect..n im very sure i had my mistakes..oni if i could hav realised it earlier...bt it in any way i am wrong,i apologise..sincerely..yes,frens can be found anywhere,bt a special fren is nv the same...n i appreciate this 'frenship',for as long as life can bring us through...

frens are jux like a rose...
without the thorns,the blooming flower can jux be pluck..
and dats the end of the flower...
without the flower,the thorns are jux useless as it is..
but,noting is useless..
u r the blooming flower,
n im the thorns,
coz i noe im nt useless,with U around...

2006-12-25T03:52:00.000+08:00

once again,werk ... dotz...cant say no more...will be stuck there as long i can ever imagine...once again,werking can nv be fun once u at 'dat place'...lifes like dat...haiz,its great to hav fun closers though..at least it doesnt end the dae dat bad..well,it is bad,and it may get worse...i dunnoe,mayb...mayb not...

niwaes,tnx to u,my sleep will be peaceful...tnx for the message..cant ask for aniting better... <3

yarp,tmr back to werk...'there' again...haiz...how i wish im new...dats werk..will try to do sumting bout it..will try...well,its 4am now...sleepin time...for me...blehx...cheerios...

2006-12-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

hehe...click on dee pix to watch dee video...gotta see dis...hehehe...enjoyx...

p.s : watch out for the red headed guy...haha..

2006-12-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

hehe...wokey,done two in one...change dee blogskin and update...
todae done notinged...yah,at hm all dae..but guess it was olrait...its been long since i stayed hm dis long...so did sum chores...bt wen all done,wah,its so bored la...seeesh...but overall,i guess it was fine...lifes like dat afterall...

tmr gonna be a whole new dae...its christmas eve...haha..gonna cheeong and hav fun at werk...hope hoping wont werk alone..plzplzplz...haha..

im sorry...sudden change of mood of boredom...i apologise...hav loads of rest aight...smilies cutie... <3

2006-12-23T12:58:00.000+08:00

greetings...its been very longed...well,daes hav been bz...very bz...bt luckily,its hols...3 weeks...hahhaa..loads of time...yar,afta dis me final semester exam...blehx...hav to buck it up..will do well...promised to sumone oredi..sori update today..yest sleepy owedi...blehx...

yeah,2006 going to end in a few daes time...2007,a new year,a new beginning...a whole new experience..

to the sumone,i hope we r doing fine n always do...can nv expect the future,bt we can plan them..

well,today at last a break..been werking,hard...sumore wif christmas comin...very the bz,jam packed wif customers..haiz..cant wait for it to end...

olraity,hav fun ppl...cheerios..

2006-11-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

been sum time nt blogging...well,been quite a bz week for me..nx weeks already starting the poly-ite floorball league...been training hard..yesh, noe trust sp can do it..lets face it all...had a frenly match with ite simei last thurs, lose 8-4, yarh, its my second fb game...those feelings, hoped i can overcome it wen the comp starts..to all sp fb playas, best wishes to all..i'll try to review the scores in upcoming entries...

oct 14th to nov 3rd...dats how long we didn meet...its has been hard..gt the chance to meet yest...wat a relief...n dats for sure...had breakfast together...bt dat period of time,its jux nt enuf...haix...so near yet so far...well,jux hav to wait again for the best time to meet again...
patience is virtue, i'll keep note of dat...

The way I feel about you, words can barely describe.

Im praying that God would send me someone to love, someone to share all my thoughts with. Then I met you, and my life changed.

I had reasons to live and to go into every day happy,cause I knew you would make my day.

You helped me be happy with who I am.

You gave me a love I never have felt.

I cherished every moment we have had in such short time,but this togetherness brought us together, I believe.

<3>

2006-10-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Eidulfitri,

to all my muslim frens,

n the rest of the muslims...

May i ask for forgiveness for my wrongdoings,

n may all be happy alwaes

sum of the cruise pix r out, -pixies- link....enjoy...i'll upload more after getting rest of the pix

2006-10-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

greetings to all...
ya,long2 time no blog...big time...apologies...
been quite a rushing semester...
still trying to get hold of the new modules..

well,am trying quite hard to improve on my stickwerks...
poly-ite cumin...time flies fast,i wonder
i'll do my best to improve...

okie2,been tired after a well paid experience..
well,got dee chance to go onboard the SUPERSTAR VIRGO for my camp
MEL-Maritime Experiential Learning camp...
wat a treat..cruising from spore to phuket..
i'll try to share dee experince...

day 1, sun 15th, spore:
boarded dee ship was the wonderous ting ever...started out wif a talk from our very own,Khoo Swee Chiow...hes great..den had sum other talks..

day 2,mon 16th, spore - penang:
cant wake up for dee exercise,we dont even noe its already morning from our cabin...seesh...breakfast,motivational workshop,from KSC...had our OT(own time)...went for shipboard tour...dee best place,engine room...wow...talks again n ending dee dae wif star gazing wifout gazing at dee stars...dee haze suck...

day 3, tue 17th, penang-phuket:
dis time, did wake up for qikong...yah,pretty weird..had whole dae for us,in phuket..tried out dee jet ski,wonderousful...once in a life time, though no insurance..whole dae under dee sun,on the sand n in the sea...back onboard dee ship for a formal,Gala dinner..yeah,its great,jux like prom,oni no crankiness..total formal...after dat,OT again...act loads of OT..did many tings...stayed overnite since its dee last nite...

day4, wed 18th, phuket-spore:
woke up late,again...had a group performance,for fun joy n laughter...ending dee dae wif award pesentation, n we got 2nd for performance..n farewell dinner...yum2...disembarkation at 1900hrs, kiasu sporeans,including us...gd nite slip..tiring though...

yah,its jux dee rough events...we did quite a lot of tings...pixies will be up shortly...need to gather them first...truly memorable experience...tanks to all frenzies n members...great trip wif great ppl...cheerios to all..

2006-09-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

first dae of skool,2nd dae of fastinged...
living life as per norm...
todae jux dropped a module...
BASIC MATHS...
its basic,i guess,dats y dee whole class dropped it...
now,i hav more than enuf hrs of sleep...
so,can concentrate more on studies...
lifes like dat...

2006-09-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

To all the muslim ppl,

Selamat berpuaser...yer....

semoga dicucuri rahmat di bulan yg mulia ini...

Bulan Ramadhan...

To poly peeps,

NO MORE hols...

skool start oredi...haiz...

wens nx hols?seesh...

To Her,

gd luck in ur studies...exams near owedi...

study hard....

ill be here,alwaes...smilies CUTIE!!!

2006-09-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

dee first result....Diploma in Marine Engineering, year 1>semester 1...hahaha

MODULE : GRADE

BASIC SAFETY TRAINING 1 : B

SOFTWARE APPLICATIONS & PROGRAMMING : B

REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION : B+

WORKSHOP PRACTICE 1 : B+

INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION : B+
MARINE ENGINEERING KNOWLEDGE 1 : B+
APPLIED MECHANICS : C
ELECTRIC CIRCUITS : C+

Semester GPA: 2.894

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ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

2006-09-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

its U i want,

its U i wont forget,

i'll keep staying here,

by ur side,

and let the memories continue writing itself....

happy alwaes,alwaes.....

to all NJRC cheering team,congrats to all of u...
hope u all hav farn,
RS wont make it wifout u guys,
to the team leaders,keep those hyperz peeps up
strive for another one nx year....
(if u r reading dis,tag me!!!hahahha)
njrc rox to dee max...

2006-07-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

harlooo.....hahaha...comp a bit sort dis few daes...tink bcoz gt sick by some ppl's comp wic recently broke down oso...haaha...jk...

well loads to tell....lets go tru dee daes aight....lets see...hmmm

14/7:
had class bbq in dee aftann....well hadn plan to go coz i noe i'll b shagged dee nx dae...but bcoz of frens,i went there...went there wif anand,coz help me carry 'sumting' for dee peeps there...okie,as per normal bbg stuff wif dee peeps.....played rugby in dee mid of the nite,truth or dare...den decided to sleep coz gt floorball training dee nx dae...sleeping in freaking cold...seesh...

15/7:
went straight to floorball training from bbq....tired sia...seesh...train3,den went match time,i realised i improved...hahaha...but can alwaes b better...was dain happy coz gt to score 2 goals...in a match...hahaha....both at dee goalpost wif goalie..hahah...
okok,den went straight back home,oni to find out i gt 1/2 hr to eat,rest b4 going to werk...wth...haiz....n werk3 till 11,den need to help do closing....dee best part,dee transport nv come although its aoredi 230AM !!!!!fish...took a cab n reached at 330...haiyooo....

okie2,last few daes,noting BIG realy happen...dee normal poly daes,coming n going....well,gt dee chance to talk to my fren...hehehe...was happy,is happy,alwaes happy....fren ma...had a long talk,n crap oso,dun noe y but she crap like nv crap b4...hahaha...was really entertained...coodn believe she's like dat...hahhaa...it was great...probably coming out a new dictionary for special words...hahha...let see wat are dee words dat she had come out wif....
new 'her' words > old words...
no > moo
dad > dead
burfdae > bestdae
dictionary > dich-tionary

orait,jux now had SMA dae...we went for the comp oni...hahah...first game out of come cos lost oredi ma...its a knockout comp,winner stay,loser out...went to jurong fiels,in front of IMM,played wif yusmar's fathers team...haha...had fun altough still unhappy wif the comp....

well,lifes a bit weird for me...i dun even noe y but im nt exactly me now...tink coz im tooo tired...dain exhausted...even if im resting,its like a workout...dun noe y...haiz....well,tc to all...cheerios...

2006-07-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

arghhh...haha...at last,back to blogging...been busy,mostly wif werk,skool n loads...haix...tired,exhausted...lifes like dat...

so far no exactly big events...oni dat wanna wisha sum july peeps bdae...
sorry if forget to wisha or wart...well,stay smilies olwaes aight....

Bdae peeps:
1st july- natasha
7th july- syila
10th july - adeq n saheerah
13th july- dina
14th july- zuzu cick,dinie
23rd july- eee-duh
25th july - ridzman
anibody missing ?sorry ahx.....

orait,werk a bit sux...nt enuff ppl....so a bit pressurised cos need to cover sum places....haix....tink gotta hav a break...need it...niwae,studies was quite bad for me...well,i need to do sumting bout it...n fast...i'll be fine...oni need sum time oni...

well,all dis tiring daes r nv wasted...tents to sumone for the company...all that jokes,crap....n the smile,keep it up...hahahha...SMILE!!!...hahah....taking cares aight....plz do,especially ur leg...aiyoyo...go massage la...hehehe...

well tmr having class bbq...like lazy to come...see how la...sat early mornin gt training,den werk....haizzz...

oraitx,dats all la...aight,taking cares to all....cheerios...

farah lange- rest loads....take carezzzzzzzzzz....

2006-06-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

by khairism

u gotta see this......its a video of our old fren,hafiz n his frens...hahaha...hes great...the master of jokers...hats off for him...bravo...

okie2,latest,last camp was spec course phase 2,noting much...the normal spec course tingy....den,hav been werking everidae for last two weeks...got the chance to treat sum lucky frens...hahaha...enjoyx....hahaha....gotta slow down a lil...need to catch up on my studies....

last sat wen out wif fassi n syila,was expecting the rest of the lb members to turn up,but sum canot make it...seesh...wen to town,walk2,crap2....played a few games,n it was totally syila dae...very dain lucky gal...haix...went back,werking....but found out werking alone,boss nv go up...seeesh....

yest gt floorball training...after nong2 MIA...hahaha...i suck la yest...really suck...nv touch stick for a long time oredi...hahha...dain tired,sumore gt werk yest...luckily yest no slam....haha....

skool as per norm jux now....met the fishermen frens,n all the laughter n crapz started....got back my test paper...hahaha....was glad i passed...hahaha...wasn expecting high marks or wat,but can la.... gt 34/50 for applied mechanics.... 55/100 for electric circuits....hahaha...was shocked,coz i hate physics... lol...hav to start liking it though...

orait,dun tink theres any upcoming major events....so mayb less go-blog...haha...okie,cheerios...

2006-06-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

harlooo....longlong time no blog...orait...its been very long n i realised dat....its jux dat me lazy ahx...hahaha...

orait2,lets jux update dee latest aight...hmm,spec course,9-10 june....well....cant sae dat much,had a tiring job instead...but thnx to ridzman,for the opportunity for me to become a logistic ic...honestly,im a bit disappointed wif the posting,but its over n done wif...so theres no hard feelings or wat....ive oredi done my part, n seriously,working in the logistic area was fun...reali enjoyable....well,thnx to joseph,redzuan n alex for their energy...hahaha...i tink im left wif admin to try out wif...but hopefully i dun get dat position ever....ahhaha...nv a comp nerd...

enjoy dee camp photos from:http://spaces.msn.com/fizzybeanz/
dee coffeebean part,haha...total madness...hahaha...enjoy...

orait,jux now had world of tea...at cbtl hq...learned a lot...especially the diff kinds of teas...hahahha...enjoyed dee dae...afta dat me n ridzman accompanied azim n syaza back to outlet...had planned earlier to take mrt...but ended up taking dee 1 1/2 hrs bus ride...hahha....n syaza was dain late lor...was 45mins late....lucky for azim he started at 7...lol....den stayed at outlet forawhile...tired ahx...hahaha...tok2 wif akak(lange) bout the upcoming spec course(2nd phase)...a bit rushing ahx...den joke aroung wif reezal(manager on duty),hes from paragon,helping out at j8....den rushed back home coz need early sleep...tmr opening!!!wif lionel...haha...but tired ahxx....dis week strait 5 daes gt sumting gt to do wif werk wan...haiyo...hahah...

olraity,i'll try to blog more often yar....cheerios.....

kemana saja,kau berlari bersembunyi
ku tahu cintaku padamu teguh
tak ku peduli cara dan tingkah lakumu
kernaku takkn pergi,jauh dari sisimu

kan ku bina,sebuah singgahsana
untukmu berlindung,dari hujan basah
apabila malam,ku termimpikan wajahmu
takkan jiwa ragaku,berakhir nikmatnya

no matter where u run,no matter where u hide
oh i noe my love for u is stronger
n i dun care wat u sae or do
coz i noe i nv run away from u............

2006-05-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

elow....

hahahaha...me back...coz y?im over wif 16...lol...up lah dey...hahahha...17.........wooohooow...

tnx to dear,besties frenxies,adik,n lots5.....tents ehx......

enjoying life is nv fun,had to face dee obstacles to enjoy life to dee fullest...

to dee resta,enjoy life....cheerios....

----sorry for dee crapz...hahahahah...-------

2006-05-03T02:36:00.000+08:00

dilemma...im stuck in a box of unwanted tings....im damn tired n i really mean im damn totally tired...its 0310am rite now n im stuck wif loads of tings in mind...........gggrrrrr....ffffffff......

got a msg from my besty fren....i knew 1 dae it will come...n it happened yesterdae...no matter wat,i hav to sae its my fault,n i knew it will happen....n i will accept it...dats dee wae i chose...not bcoz of aniting else but dats the wae i knew it will happen if i chose dee path i hav chosen...nv meant to hurt anione, nv wan to lie nor hide aniting,but i'd rather keep quite....its alwaes a big matter wenever it comes to a relationship...there will olwaes be sumting dat we hav to oppose...n i hav to accept dee consequences fairly...n i nv blame anione except myself....to noe aniting is hurting,but..........*hithead5*

my space are getting smaller,
theres not even space for my own,
n dis stress in me,
is neverending....

all i want is happiness,
to live life wif everione i cherish,
but every happiness has its bad times,
but i jux hope dee joy will not jux perish....

fate is already there,
but sacifices hav to be made.
its ones choice to choose between 2 paths,
dat will lead to dee maturity of oneself.....

after dis,it may take sum time till i post again.....need sum time alone......................................

2006-04-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

elow there..haha...been out n nt blogging for ages...hahaha...sorry2...very bz...n i meant wat i said...dain bz...hadn had enuf sleep for hours...haix...will be having panda eyes in a few daes time...wtf...

well,loads of stuff going on since my last post...haha....firstly,lifes great in sp...haha...really great...luckily got dee makel n gang...got to noe sum peeps,anand,arath,firdaus,faizal n many more...hahaha...my Dip in Marine Eng(DMR) class is great...ol were dain sporting...everidae nv stop laughing...hahaha...n dee lessons was ok,for dee lectures...hahaha...dee practical was farn....doing dee electrical stuff, cutting...got my own overall sumore...lolx...nv regretted to be in SMA...s'pore maritime academy...hope to hav a great 3 years up ahead....

mostly passing my dae wif skool n sum werks...so daes passed 8am- 12am,n carries on n on n on...so dats me life...dain tiring i can sae,but better den staying at home doing noting at all...so had to be independent for my ownself...

okie den...c how lah ehx....if can me posts freq..ahaha...but depends on me life...sumtimes hands jux dun wanna blog...wart to do....cheerios to all....take carez yarpzz....

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to anibody involved....olrait,hav to clear tings up okie....firstly,dain sorry to all dee mistakes been made...noe SUMONE will be damn pisssed by now...i accept it...i dun noe how,but ive cleared up tings as much as i can...its left wif dat SUMONE....i dun noe wat else i can sae...i can take all dee blaming....but i dun noe wat else to do...been having dis prob in mind for daes...wtf...wen wanna noe the reason from her its being misunderstood...wth....i hav to be equal no matter wat SUMONE tink,but....ARGHHHHHH!!!...fcuk...jux sae wartever ok....

" C O N F U S E D....."

to dee rest,i dun noe wat else to sae....okie...but plz...talk straight to me...ol open to tell watever i can....

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2006-04-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

olraity2...latest updatezz...seesh...

had a big feast tnx to our lovely fren tasha...hahaha...must "UP" a lil coz she was very sincere to blanja us dinner...hahaha...niwaex,to tasha, THANKS for the pizza...hehe...olrait,met the ncc family,not exactly oll la,dey were uncle,azim,ridzman,tasha,siti,mard,sadtos,raimi,khairi,faris,taufiq,azril n smallboy syahmi...hahaha...went to woodgrove to hav canadian pizza,but later found our there nt enuf seats...hahaha...so tapau to my house...had chats n laughters as eating dee pizza...den headed to void deck coz scared my dad might b home early...round 2,tok2,gossipping den seperated...at last...hahaha....

yest,after so long,played soccer at tekong wif dee doggy dogg peeps...hadda second match wif a team...but i didnt play dee first match..okies,ol went out well...dd still hav dee fine touches...hahaha...won AGAIN 5-1...haha...n i felt proud dat i was involve in two of dee goals...hahaha...first one was a LONG throw for harry to head into dee net...n i mean long throw..hahaha...nx was a goal from our sub...hahaha...dis one farny...our top striker pudin was injured...n theres nobody left in dee team...so called out a member,aiman, dat came down to play sumwhere else...hahaha....n it was a heck care dun care choice...hahaha....coz we r 3-0 up...k,put him forward...n it was shocking dat he scored a goal jux as he came in...lolx...he was at dee rite place at dee rite time...hahaha...okie,dats dee good ting...4-0...haha...den dey scored...4-1...had a nice tru ball from khairul...n i wasn sure wether to pull back or cross...den jux tried to cross wif a half volley,n aiman was again at dee rite place...n he jux tap dee ball in...2 goals in his first debut...hahahaha...wasn a bad choice after all...hahaha...after dat ol went back home....

hadda a short rest n den went out again...met * n went to indoor stadium to watch dee hollaback crew finals...reach there saw azura...CICK...hahaha..it was great man..wif dee crapz dee DJs did...hahah...especially dee muttons, don n drew...theyre great...hahaha...dee grps were outstanding...dey deserve to be in dee finals..lol...dee talk of dee dae was wen the Click Five performed...it was dee most chaotic ever...wow..n we were in dee wrong place to b...hahaha...can bcome deaf la...hahah...orait,waited for dee results n made our wae back...had dinner first n den go home...dain tired sia...but its dee besty dae ever...haha...tnx yar *...

aight...to dee rest of dee peeps,hav farn n tk cares....jux wait for dee nx post yar...starting skool tmr...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............cheeeiros

2006-04-11T09:51:00.000+08:00

dis past few daes,hadda lotsa of fun wif the ncc family...at least it covers my time rather den stayind at home doing noting....

orientation yest at SP...haha..well,its total boredom...my class was like wtf...all like quite oni...haix...nemine la...went in oredi...but seriously,my course,haiz....DMR....

afta dat went walk2 wif the 2 bros,syazwan n khairi...went to queens...c c around...shred lotsa of stupid jokes....muahaha...went back...die flat...tooo tired....

been out for 5 daes straight...comin home late sumore....seesh....

olraity....tk care yarx...cheerios

2006-04-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

YEPPI 17th BURFDAE....

Mr Khairi Bin Mustafa

may all ur wishes come true n stay happy olwaes wif ur love ones n dee frenx....

olraity,yest was khai's bdae...met the ncc family at raffles place...didnt expect dee reponse...haha...loadsa of ppl came to celebrate his bdae...haha...both mr n mrs khairi was at merlion,having their nite,den we came unnoticed...ppl taking photos of merlion,we there creating havoc...haha...singapore...hoo cares...haha...

bdae boy's cake...looks nice huh?...

cutting his cake...oll cant wait for it...haizz...hahaha

planning to throw him into the sea...testing his sea prof test..hahahaa...but giv face...give him airborne oni...got sum "ppl" scared he got lost,coz fri nite...hahaha
yey...throw him up high...hahaha...lucky no diver...

pix of dee ncc family...havn include dee absentees...hahaha...many ahx?

afta dat,hadda dinner at lao pa sat...big family,need big table,but had small feast...hahaha...

iman nashoha,hahaha...nice pose,but too high...hahaha...

afta dat,sum headed home,sum stayed a lil longer...hadda a great dae..loadsa of farn...hope all enjoy dee celebration...and dee rest,enjoy ur daes tooo...aight...cheerios...

2006-04-07T08:46:00.000+08:00

wednesdae....

me, azim n ridzman went out to meet *sumone*....turn out to be "sum ppl"...had lunch at mcd den cont wif sum crapz talk by azim...jux coodn stop laughing wif all dee nonsence...headed to WM for a walkaround...noting much to see osox...den went to Lot 1,walk2 again...haix...den all went home...

noting much on dat dae...oni accompanying azim to meet sum over-cheerful peeps...had quite a good dae....

2006-03-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

after aff ceremony,went home for dee dae...came back to hq dee nx dae for camp feast...mon-tue...

was appointed APC,while Nury PC(platoon commander)...but she coodn make it,so al-azim took over..had lotsa of farn assisting him...haaha...den our papa,ridzman came n joined us as advisor..haaha,n our group was dee oni one wif 3 instructors...lol...dee cadets were great...full of farn n laughter...got to noe lots of dem...its a farn camp,so hav to boost their morale a bit...thnx to some ppl,esp nazri...its a courage to come forwarded..haaha...n others too,like syirah,atiqah,tek hwee...ur enthusiasm r great...gooder luck to all of u...

afta dee camp,planned to stay in camp for life range dee yest...so,book out first wif ridzman,al-azim,syafiq,khai,tasha...met uncle sikhbir n akak lange at yck...den headed to lao pa sat for dinner...went back to our fav spot,dee one fulerton,n had our rest there...den went back to camp to hav our nite...

n carried on wif life range yest...had dee chance to shoot...haha...dain happy...but got 9/10...was pissed wif dee rifle...olwaes got stuck...seesh...

afta dat,me rushed home...long2 nv come back...needa lotsa of rest...aight...dats oll folks...tk carez yar...cheerios

2006-03-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

so long havn been bloggin...dis is all i can tell...its not about the fun we hav,its dee bond dat we share...im reali honoured to noe u guys...especially my dear uncle sukhbir,akak lange,syafiq,tasha,san,mard,khai,sadrina,azim n raimi...had lotsa of farn wif u guyx...

aight,had affirmation ceremony on last fri...dee nitey b4,went to torn...went to marina square to hav a game of bowling wif dee peeps...had lotsa of farn n laughter...

family of frens...nv to b forgotten

uncle,akak,me,khai n raimi..star light, star bright

a face i nv meant to be taken...but hoo cares....

boys n gals....

stayed overnite at one fullerton...bside our uncle's fren,dee merlion...

guyx,dat nite,i was alone coz i warn to...no hard feelings...jux needed a place to wonder,silenced by dee surroundings....

dis dee oni pix i took during dee aff ceremony...n its a must...coz its my first time wearing dat...haaha....

2006-03-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

haha...good news....a very good warn...nv been more happy...y?

coz im an uncle to a boy name: Muhammad Ridhaudin Syauqi....hooray hooray....happy happy....born on March 16....haha...but no chance to see him...been in camp n sumore in Melaka...so,can jux be happy for my lovely sis...pix uploaded later...

for dee camp pix,jux look at my pix links....aight...not dat many la...cannot bring cam in camp...haha....

yest,went to cp watch 'Dorm' wif my 2nd sis...its not dat scary lahx...but its a nice movie...those noting to do,try it...

aight,today bored dae...seriously noting to doo...jux cant wait for skool...skool?haha...better den lazing round...olraity,cheerios

2006-03-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

arloo...long2 no blog...mmm,stuck in camp for dee past week...from mon to thurs...got selected for supernumerary camp...supernumerary=extra...but i wont take dat word...i preferred dee other word...istemewa wic is,special....

its a camp cum advanced drill course....so,special ppl got to learn these drills la...haha,kidding,its jux a course i wanna be in,to learn more...being inside,dats dee first time i realy learn to be humble....bcoz im a trainee...dee trainers are of my rank...so,it showed me dat although we r of dee same rank,theres a line between trainers n trainees...

orait,dee four daes r enjoyable...lotsa of new ppl to noe,dee diff kinds of drills...hadda lotsa of farn n laughter...lotsa of complain too...as per norm,human beings...noting to tell bout dee camp...its all over...i'll upload dee pix i took later aight...

dee nx dae got challenge quest...dee camp end at 9...wtf...travelling home can take 1 hour...den wart?...come back dee nx dae...naneed...so stayed back at clt bunk...but nv go to sleep...all dee other clts planned to go tonning...so we all wemt to lao pa sat to hav dinner...den all went to esplanade n overnite there...dee nx mornin,went back to hq for dee quest...

i went to meet tasha at yck first...den back yo hq...wah,dain tired...during challenge quest,chosen to take part in rockclimbing...haha...heng ahh...better den noting...during dee rockclimbing,i wanna congrat farah esp coz she managed to reach dee top...well dee done...and for dee run,u did a good job too...but dee good ting,we manage to get runners up la dey...hahaha...yey...well don u guys...

been at home den,tired,need rest....lotsa of rest...aight...cheerios...tk care yar...

2006-03-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

sori long2 nv update....no story fun2...niwae,yest again ake prep training....riverside,canberra,bukit batok,sembawang n chua chu kang came down...reporting time was extended but still late...haha...dun care lo...

tried to do sumting diff,didnt go for kayaking....but gt reason la...so got bend n hitches,good enuf...den early mornin dee cadets had to go kayaking first...so instructors stranded,do noting....so all plan to go out hav breakfast...slacking....bout 12 ppl go out....from sembawang yatch club,took bus to sembawang shopping center.....had breakfast den hadda be back by 1130.....aight,back to syc,whole lot bcame chaotic...singing songs,laughing lots...hahha...all dee wae back...gt back,cadets still not back...found out dey hadda to kayak from syc to seletar island...wah,sian ahh....

so played pool,hahha....had lunch,den started bnh lesson....

went back,met sumone,head for dinner n back home.....wart a slacking dae...i was dain lucky not to kayak,coz i sure gonna miss lotsa of fun...hahaha....aight....

gonna b dain bz dis march,so dun noe wether update more or less...cheerios....

2006-02-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

its been sum time...noting to post reali...dee daes r same,full of boredom...

yest had ake prep training again...but its a whole lot diff...coz dee cadets r from air n land districts...so had much more difficulty to teach them how to kayak...dey must be mentally n physically prepared though...its an expedition for goodness sake...but sum of dem took it lightly...so they were kicked out of dee course...dats dee best way lohx...

new training,new faces seen...more instructors n specialists turned up yest to help out wif dee prep training...good lo,more interaction btw us...sum even from other districts,but we started to mix around easily...

had a dain tiring dae...came back wif red eyes...all were askin me wats dee prob,but i felt noting...oni wen i reached home,it hurts...dain painful...very2...coodn sleep whole nite...but felt better oredi...probably bcoz of dee tiring dae...coodn blame anione...

aight,dats all folks,coz someone bugged me to update...cheerios...take care aights....

dee tot of u,
its unbearable,torturing,
i coodn help it
help me,help...

2006-02-19T21:51:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you

But I coudn't fight it

I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it

And so I surrended just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you

and maybe someone else is standing there beside you

But there is something baby that you need to know

That deep inside me i feel like Im dying

I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies,

The courage that I need to live

The air that I Breathe

Carino mio, my worlds become so empty

My day's are so cold and lonely,

and each night I taste

The purest of Pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day

That it din't hurt me when you walked away

But to tell you the truth I can't find my way

And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying

I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

a nice song...wats ur sae?niwae,enjoy.....cheerios

good or bad,

happy or sad....

lifes like dat......

2006-02-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

long2 no blog...kinda no mood afta getin dee olevel results...a bit disappointed but its all over...chose my course n i'll be heading to poly...

had been bz wif sum tings dis daes...till no mood to blog...

todae had annual kayaking expedition(ake) prep training...after so long,i got dee chance to take part...its dee experience dats i wanna gain...wella,its dee second training but todae,wah...dain tiring...

firstly,had a small expedition...from sembawang yatch club(syc),canoe3 to dee causeway...dats bout 40 mins of non stop paddling...if u can imagine how far n how shag we r.....n dee officer said we oni covered 1/5 of dee expedition...1/5=syc to causeway back to syc...wart the....im all cramps now...

next had to take over for capsize drills...another tiring job wif dee rough waves....im now in a not straight mind...still in a wavy mind,shaky2...haix...

very2 dee weak oredi...shant rite much...dain tired,sleepy......aight,tk care peeps....

cheerios......

when can i have u?

time will tell.......

will u accept me?

a qn unanswered...

2006-02-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

yepz2...results outta dis fridae...wella,gooder lucker to all 05 graduates...do share dee results...

back to ncc hq...need to go nee soon camp for imt shooting...hadda tough time at first but went well afta dat...dee cadets r jux too much...but wth...todae we instr. no mood...

aight..cheerios

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

Like indecision to call you

jux to hear your voice

2006-02-04T09:33:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was great...kinda had alot of fun wen we,s3 from clt coz,had a reunion...but unluckily our dear 'korean',ivanNn,cannot make it...msg sent: fri 3rd feb,meet at raffles mrt,6pm.....as per norm la...aqil came early...den one by one came...me next,den jonathan,jingsheng,zachary,winston,ridzman,yihan den hafiz...

6.45pm...waiting for king kong,mohan...no other chiabo...oni yihan...walauweh..
7.15 pm...see how dain bored while waiting for faisal n guan ren...

730 den dey come...wif their no 4...long sleeve sumore...haha...dey jux come back from training...went to dee 'village'....skali not halal...aiya...

dee 'village'...how moody we r...not bcoz its not halal,walk long2 oredi...haix...

yiihaaa...mohan long time no see fren...fren bring him walk2 coz wan to show new tatoo...lol

mohan miss old baiya...loving2...another baiya,ivanNn,cannot make it...

esplanade...campfire like...tcs lo...talk crap session...

finix oredi,we osox go home...round 10+ like dat...nemmine,nx time plan properly den can meet again...whole syndicate better come...aight...cheerios...

2006-01-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

courtesy by khairism

do read...take every word into consideration...

2006-01-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

long2 time nv play soccer...haix...had a friendly match...play for hariram's team...invited...

met hariram at khatib...dey,khatib where gt field dar?!...den met dee opponent,dey bring us to yishun...wtf?....

den bring us too dee first field,den to another...nabei...waste 1hr of our time...waste travelling cost osox...sheesh...

we played 8 a side...wtf...we played well...den game got a bit rough...started fighting...dey start la den...wat we do?walk away...dey are jux a bunch of fools...peace...

met dee gals at tekong...played street soccer....dey jux cannot stop laugh2 crap2...

go home...kinda low rite now...aight...no mood dar...cheerios

score: we win 2-0

2006-01-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

todae notin much...called back to rs to help out in dee opening ceremony parade...haha...lotsa of changes....

ncc no no. 1...no m16...everyting short n sweet...haha...more like come n go parade...wth...

as per norm...been bored...noting to do...well,lucky enuf dee results comin out earlier...if not...sheesh...

aight...cheerios...............

2006-01-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

had kayaking trainin todae...supposedly la...at sembawang yatch club...bukit batok sec comin down...waited for them bout an hr...sheesh...dey came ard 3.15pm...wtf....

dey come oredi rain...wah sian...dey took out dee kayaks n prepared dee logistics...den it rained again...heavier...called dee weather forecast...

w.f: cat 1 from 3.30 to 4.25...lightning present in area 3,4,5,10,11...

sheesh...wait lor....dee cadets stayed indoor n played sum games...???...den 4.30 chech again....

w.f: cat 1 from 4.25 to 7.30...lightning present in area 10,........

dats where we r...aarrgghh...k lo...bb sec can bungkos oredi...no luck for them lo...me,midzie n jonathan packed up den go off first...hahaha...wth...we come help oni ma...

aight...results out early... :S.......

cheerios...........

2006-01-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

hadda lotsa of fun todae...sort of...early mornen went to hq to do some admin works...met midzie n stayed in sea office...kinda bored la but had to finixed up dee admin...

lunchtime,cpt oliver brought us to amk to hav our lunch...he pay...mmm...so dun complain la...drove midzie n sgt pan back to yck mrt coz they had to go to sembawang sea training centre...i was supposed to go too since 'my unit',sembawang sec,will be having their training there...but cpt oliver asked me to helped rizal at lower seletar...coz dee sec 3 rsdians will b kayaking there...k lor...

afta lunch followed dee first grp go there...nv been there coz it has jux opened...got prepared n me immediately tried driving dee boat since theres oni rizal...wallao,driving dat boat easy lehx...k can go for ppcdl oredi...its driving boat licence...

went back to shore to launch dee kayak wif dee rsdians...dee single kayak was great...haha...helped dee instructors to give guidance...nemmine la...they first time...as per norm...haywire...one go where dee other go where...

had their games n cheer...4 kayaks capsized...sheesh...den suddenly rained heavily...sheesh...nemmine no lightning can carry on...den back too shore....

nx grp came...same thing...launch...dis one harder la...took longer time to make raft...sum kayak to far frm grp...wth...first timers...let them hav their fun...rained again...games oni 1 kayak down...good la....den dey go back to shore...me n ms/mdm chen,dun noe la,stayed in water...play2 wif dee kayak...haha...we capsized den go back up...nomatter wart dee kayak wont sink...so tried a few moves...eg: sat at dee back,so dee dee kayak 45deg up,den tried to lie down...wah,scary but farn...

back to shore...dey helped to cleaned dee kayaks...good lo dey can play water osox...washed up den went back to hq...sheesh...dain tired darr...but had lotsa of fun...hope dee sec 3s had fun too...

sec 3s 06: do tag if u read dis blog n comment on everiting abt dee camp...n dee kayaking...tents ehx...

okaiz...me wanna hav my resta now...aight...cheerios...

2006-01-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

aight...todae went to my hq ncc to help out in dee trainfire package...suddenly saw dee sec 3 rsdians...in amoy quee?...wahh...now they are in our camp...hahaha...lol...

8 skools supposed to come...but oni 6 made it...all went to dee mph while rsdians were at dee canteen...side by side...yar some rs ncc cadets saw me...wth...im in mah camp...ho0 cares...

i was lazy to conduct dee trainfire...but after seeing jonathan teaching dee juying sec,had to take some...they like ??? ???...blur blur...

back to 245 to return dee weapons...hate oiling dee rifles...sheesh...back to sea office,all clts relaxing...lol...waited for 2lt bryans signature...haha...for points darr...

khairi,ahmad,midzie n me wen to aziz stall,dee canteen,to hav our dinner...eating2 saw dee rs teachers...u r in mah camp...hahaha.....den dee sec 3s had their dinner...saw some other peeps...camping in amoy quee or wart?...hahaha...hav fun...

tough day...aight...cheerios..............

2006-01-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

been bz dis few daes...aint noe y suddenly...wed to fri,had to go hq for ncc open house...disastrous...not enuf manpower...dats y must come everydae...luckily theres bullshiters like rizal,vicknesh n jingkai...aint stop crappin...khairi joined us on dee second n last dae...den he noe how tired we r...not in helping out but aint stop laughing coz of dee crapz dee three alwaes made up...lol...been lying to dee cadets wannabe...alil oni...dats part of dee strategy to attract their attention......

yesterdae mornen had to report to hq again...had clt meeting...it was a forum actually...discussing some points on dee upcoming activities....den dee posting of skool...wth...me kena posted out of riverside...cpt oliver sae 2 is enuf...sheesh...nemmine lor....

in dee noon went to skool for cca open house...jux came,accident...one man down...performer summore...lucky gt reserve...dat guy oso 'mengong' oredi...dizzy2 la...dee performance cockup la...but nemmine lo...rehearsal n actual performances will nv be dee same...sum things they did not take into consideration...wth...

psycho sum guyx...sec one gt so lil boys...sheesh...those with parents must psycho them oso...

at nite came to skool again for sec one orientation...met with dee other enthu peeps....dee campfire was...was...enjoyable but can lah...no hard feelings...its jux dat theres not much enthusiasm...nemmine...we dee 'special forces' did enjoy ourselves...niwae, OGLs n sub-comm, did a great job.....tents ehx for using sum of dee njrc cheers...hope theres more peeps comin down for njrc....

note,dont stop there...enjoy ur sec skool life...dats dee reason dee 'special forces' came back...we want to enjoy ourselves wenever we hav time to come down...aight,cheerios....

2006-01-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

well,it has been some time since me last update...sheesh...lifes bored for me...dain bored....

havn been doin much lately...jux now went to hq for ncc open house...helped out a lil,setting up dee booth,givin intro to dee cadets,talk all dee crap n shits....luckily gt vicknesh,rizal n jingkai...parktup ppl...hahaha...lol...

job job job....dey cum to me la....sheesh...

no mood oredi lahx....cheerios.........n take carez peepz....

2006-01-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all....

alrite,i'll start wif new years eve....went out wif s3....not all...onli ridzman,ivan,tasha,aein,syahid n guan ren...met at city hall mrt at 11pm...planning to go esplanade to watch sum fireworks...had dinner first at lao pa sat....den had to run all dee way back to jetty to see dee fireworks...sheesh...niwae it was nice view....afta dat it was total havoc...ppl screamin about...everywhere was packed... even dee bridge was full of ppl....den walk2 to marina square to 'no destination'...we had one continuous walkin for bout 1 1/2 hrs....

den aein n tasha wanted to go back....aein need to go work,tasha had to depart to indonesia at 730am...at last,both decided to overnite wif us....went back to esplanade n lepak one corner... it was totally bored at first...so played sum games,talk talk talk talk....den ivan n r'man went to buy poker n continued playin more games like taiti,bluff,heartattack,21....laughing all dee wae... had great fun...den played truth or dare...all secrets out...haha...keep to urself aights...

play3 dun realise its already 6am...took one of dee first trains back home....so tiring n sleepy but its was an enjoyable nite....

jux now had first doggy dogg match of dee year....captain: meet at boots n shoes at 8am.... oni a few come...meet vickyky at yishun....dee rest at field....match supposed to start 930...start,1030....

Doggy Dogg match review

first half: total nonsence....had lotsa n lotsa of chances....all wasted...hahaha...it was an easy game...score, 1-0 .....sheesh....

second half: a better play...continuous attack...opponent no chance....finix ealier den expected coz opponent gave up oredi...hahaha....score, 10-0....scorers,look at calendars....

2005-12-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

*sigh*.....tired,exhausted.....its my first dae working....sheesh...aint expect to be dat hard...long hours....uuhhh....not much to update osox....dain im weak....

jux applied yest n gt it todae....woooh....den gt to noe from dee supervisor i gotta work ot for 3 straight days....starting tmr....fish ahh...sun,im OFF....tink wart....its NEW YEAR for goodness sake....sheeesh....

aight....cheerios....needar sum resta.....

2005-12-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

theres a presence of sumone/sumthing.....

sumthing needs to be done....

lookin back,

dee mistakes we had made....

theres a need to change.....

i hav to play my part.....

its freakin......

very.....

i've not been myself lately....

esp afta dee camp....

im jux not me....

all dee sins,

hav to stop....

got to find dee correct path,

once again....

sshhhhh....

sumone's out there......

listening....................................

2005-12-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Match Report: Doggy Dogg lose 4-2

meet at bns at 400....set off at 500....as per norm....went to yishun n met kyky,syidin n ayob at fandi field....dee condition of dee field was ok lah....saw dee opponent warmin up oredi...first thought,can lah...like other teams.....

sori for any inconvenience from dee bad words.......

kick off round 530....game was nice...both sides attackin...dd had few chances...all wasted... pudin was a hundredth sec late from vick cross...den dee game totally changed...opp played like farktup...played dirty...high boots,swingin arms....wtf....play like fish man...nabei...

first half: first,fixxxer kena pushed away by dee lastman,not intending to go for dee ball....next,me kena tapak(high boot)...same person sumore....f**k u lah....me cleared dee ball oredi rite...can still go for my leg...nugget...he can still ask wether me ok...stupid fools....nemmine,rilek first...dd played like normal...den me kena again...from differ person....jersey 'no 1'....ting wart,big ahh...fark ahh... tried to backpass,dee bast ard go tapak me...bloody hell...gt bruise oredi...had to go one side.... den gt this uncle looking at my leg...gave sum critics bout dee opponent....me ok oredi,den saw dee game slowing down...afiq injured...goin to dee side holding his leg...sheeesh...grrr....another one man down...wtf...how to carry on?!...10 vs 11...den kyky scored...den opponent scored...tyco sial...ball slid through dee legs of thaqif...half time.............................

second half: gd moments:kyky ole dee 'no 1' guy...hahaha... lol...his reply,gav one big kick at kyky's leg...kyky,notin,important guy kena ole...hahax... fixxxer managed to pass 2 ppl surrounding him...wow...pudin miss again,in front of dee goalpost...a cent away from dee ball...sheesh...my shot,a jux miss dee side....bad moments: we played very bad...let in three goals....sheesh...den dee last man played like f*****g nugget...rolling ball,me pushe away,dat bast ard jumped,pointed his boot,caught my hand....aiyoyo...dat guy ahhh....grrr.... afta dat,went to dee side....felt like punching dat guy...luckily khai took me one side n calmed me down... nv been dat angry during any matches b4...niwae,tents khai...lose 4-2....wtf...it was actually a game must win...coz,dd was unbeaten for dee year 2005...wow...den todae lose... sheesh...wahhh.... dat team ahh...f**k off la....play like wart oni....parktup...

letting off my anger...tents ehxxx....cheerios

2005-12-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

todae,had less sleep coz my bro in law n his family comin down from melaka...waited for them till 1+ ...went to sleep round 3...woke up 430 like dat...wah sian eh...so tiring...

noon went to city hall...need to meet kenny,giv money for ncc(sea) shirt and jacket...den waited for kyky,zuzu n dina...went walk2 at city link...planned to watch movie but den nv go... instead go play bowling...haha...

i SUCK at first...too tired ahx...lack of concentration....den went for another round...hmmm..im warmed up...started dee game well...leading....hehe...kyky catching up...zuzu no semangat oredi...play play play....den at last kyky win me...by 3 pins... cey...zuzu bored oredi coz dee last...hehe...

den had lunch at kfc...walk2 like no dest.....took shuttle bus go ct hall mrt den went to esplanade...tot of watching performances but some started late...so we went to the top of esplanade and lepak there...wah,lotsa of couples makin out...sheesh...

rd 7,we went back in and watch sum performances...gt xmas carol n sum jazz tingy... den zuzu meetin fwen,dina meetin boy...so,me n kyky go home...tired...wan to sleep.....tmr gt match sumore...aiyoyo...any more outings???tell me.....aight...

cheerios...

2005-12-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

wart a tiring day...had cutter pulling at changi naval base...need to wake up early...wahh.. at first lazy to go but better do sumting den nothing...

yest had training at seoul garden...applied for dee job but gt doubts....at first wanna go but den, lazy...must reach there by 10...need to get ready sum tings...money...fork out again.... BOTAK gue....sheesh...

jux now met dee rest at tanah merah mrt...wen to cnb...got ready,had a short theory... boring... gt ahmad ibrahim cadets osox...noisy siao... den go down prepare dee cutter... had dry run... no water,very dee easy...but ridzman alwaes bastard lorr....must do toss oars=carry oars vertically...oars heavy oredi...

den launch dee cutter...gt in,all cannot coordinate...dee coaxswain sannot control dee paddlers... so,ehem,me volunteer...hahaha...can tekan them... :P ...orders quite messy coz first time.... r'man sat in front of me...then he gt prob wif his oar...hahaha... den he started scolding 'nabeichib......nabeichib'....hahaha...farny siao...den gt race...we won... =)

den rain...cat 1...must wait...sheesh....for 2 hrs...wat do...lepak lohx...den gt second chance.... go in again...dis time i gt to do dee paddling...haha...den dee race...we lose...yey...coz our paddling sux...hahaha...cannot make it larr...den go wash up....

had dinner wif dauntless,r'man,siva,ahmad n kenny...go ljs...den............go home...tired dar....

cheerios..........take carez peeps

2005-12-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

guilty...dats dee reason for dee long day i've been troo..it was so dain tiring...i jux need a few xtra hours of sleep....ahhh...

yest was fun...had a great dae...firstly,met up with dee siempre gals coz dey wan giv surprise..... mmm...reach dare,dey bought pizza...oo..seweeetta...tents gals...at least i hav a role as a paramedic...hahaha...den went to dhoby ghaut to meet aein....

wait n wait n wait..."315 meet at dg"...wat time she reach?...400...gerek...sheesh...den ivan jux coodn stop callin me...den meet up wif dee rest...go buy drinks n took bus go east coast....

started bbq late coz of sum corrupted admin n logistics....had to fork out a few more bucks... dey booked 4 pits but oni made use of two...syn 2 n 3 had to start our own bbq...sheesh...sumore we had to buy dee wire gauze,tongs,fire starter...wtf???....food,oni beehoon,hotdogs,otah2...sheesh...
chicken arrive very dee late....haixx...

while waiting,sum of us walk2 to dee rock...throw ridzman into water...hahaha....had fun... nite,eat eat eat....den all went home round 10+...leaving ridzman behind(didn intend to).... all took cab to bedok mrt n gathered....reach there,faisal said ridzman seemed very unhappy coz theres no one left behind....aiyohh...ivan,faisal,guanren n me den felt guilty coz we planned to overnite....its all becoz mohan n sum other peeps planned it too....den last min dey changed plan...

so dee 4 of us went back to e.c lorr....took dee bus but wasn sure where to alight...as a result,we had a long orienteering walk coz we alighted too early...luckily all crapzzz...can talk cock all dee way....

saw ridzman sittin all alone at dee pit.....aawww... :P ...he saw us den he thanked us for cumin back....he said he wasn angry wif us but bertram...instr for syn 4...sit there,r.man cooked lotsza of chicken...wow...whole nite all lantak(eat none stop)...

dats when all fun n pain started....ivan n guanren(gr) cycled around park...ivan accidentally banged gr backwheel n fall off...scratched his leg...gr osox fall but not much injury...went back to pit to put sum medication....den me,r.man n faisal rode from pit 43 -1 till dee end of e.c .....rest there...wah...our a**...pain siao....den cycled back to pit 43...

den cont to ride to bedok jetty....den leparkz there...talk2 bt gals,critics for sum ppl....no life....
me n r.man sleepy oredi...so we went back n slept....it was 4am...oni 2hrs of sleep...sheesh... ivan, gr n faisal go cycling again....den dey cum back,ivan injured again....his face swollen...coz,he was cycling in dee walk path...wanted to go to dee cycling path...looking down for any roots,didn realise in front of him gt tree branch...BANG!!!...hit his head...gt concussion...

bad dae for him....he shoodn hav gone back to e.c ....todae he had to take his n level results... aiyohh....nemine gd luck n all dee besta....hav a gd rest osox....

mornin all packed up...chicken gt around 400+...had to giv out amongst us...go home,1 plastic full of chicken....whole bus smelly.......

reached home round 11am....wash up,den gt ready to meet syazwan go find job....go back to tamp...den go town...applied for quite a few...jux waiting for reply...need a job....3 mths,no school...had to do sumting.....whole day out.....me dain exhausted oredi...

go to links for photos aight...cheerios

2005-12-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

a new dae...hang out again...todae meet up wif dee gals to go for their street soccer comp in tampines...wow... all seemed anxious,scared and hopeful....sum even diden sleep dee dae before...sheesh...nemine..as per norm....

reach there,comp start oredi...dee first group was ok la...i wasn expectin many groups to take part...amazed,shocked....but i think our gals are better...hahaha...their game started late...under dee hot sun,wah sian ehh....all gettin ready for their game...vickyky,manager....me,paramedic....
:P ....their first game was great...oni dat it was good enuf...juxmanage to draw 2-2...should hav won dee game...jux first game,all tired oredi...sheesh...

next game...tough one....i tink...lead sweeswee 1-0...den a few mistakes,taken down 1-2...
nemmine...gd try though....den sakinah down injured....they hav to win to stay in dee comp...

last game...lil messy...dun hav dee 'umm'...dey like lack sumting....lynn play out oredi but jux canot make it...result?.... 1-1 ....can do better....next time....jux need a lil more practise.....niwae,
cheer up....all happy2...its not dee glory,its dee fun to play ball...fun fun fun....

afta dat had lunch...vickyky,no hard feelins ahx...play2 oni...ur jersey wont go anywhere.... den went walk2 at tm....play arcade...had fun again....den go home...yet last...dunnoe y today dain tired....sheesh....den tmr go out again.... $$$$$$$$$$ .......fly away.......................

cheerios........

2005-12-15T08:45:00.000+08:00

aahhh...its been a long week...nv gotta the time to update...aight..goota admit its a tiring but enjoyable week...with dee banzais...lets start from ......

9th dec: dee dae where all CDTs had been waiting for...its our passing out parade...dee parade was great...future cadet lieutanants,smartly dressed with their no. 1...marching out with pride...of coz,it dee 50th CLT course...another milestone....
afta dat we had our celebration...returning to dee multi purpose hall,where all dee parents waited for their children to be officially ranked...we had our pledge and CLT creed and then dee enjoyment started...beakcap were thrown high up,congratulating everyone....dat nite was full of joy...it was another nite to remember...memories kept at dee back of our mind...
i thank all dee instructors,dee banzais and everyone that encourages me to go for dis course...and congratulations to all 50th intake CLT coursemates...

10th dec: lepak....sleep whole day...coz sum of us nv go home...camp no place,if go home very2 dee late oredi...so,go ton lorrr...

11th dec: syn 3 went out together...wen to somerset...had our lunch at cineleisure and bought tickets to watch saw 2...there we 19 of us...dat took bt 2 n half rows...dee movie was ok...onli some gruesome parts...
afta dat we went for dinner at lao pa sat...my group bought whole bunch of food....even dee whole table was occupied...wahh...had to pass to dee other group to finix them up....den we walked to esplanade and sum of us went home....

12th n 13th dec: had 1 star kayaking course...met at kallang mrt and went to kstc...all the topics we had learn for sea cadets...go there play2 with dee instructor...everyone in my group was thrown into dee water....except ME...muahahaha...even dee instructors...dee best part is throwing our warrant lim...farny larr...his facial expression....hahaha...
fun still fun but afta dee course sumtin happened...saddening + anger...????...coz one of our fwens cried bcoz of ------.....personal....dat dat dat really wan to kena...to u,be cheerful as alwaes....

14th dec: had to go to hq to return coursebook...den wen to tiongbaru to do cip....collect donation bag and went to town for dee flag dae....wah,sum ppl jux ignore our presence... mostly teens...s'poreans jux hav to change their mindset...even a very small donation makes a world difference in dee life of those in need...sheesh...
we den returned dee bag and wen to catch s movie...King Kong...awesome...its great... worth wtching...onli dee first 1 hr,it was quite bored....afta dat,nice...we jux cant take dee last part...saddening...sum of us cried...me,lil but not obvious....even the most macho can cry...hahaha....KK,recommended...it was already late so all went back home...faisal,mohan,kenny,ridzman n me went home 2gether....mohan jux coodn stop crappin...hahaha...all got stomach cramp...lolx...it was great knowin him...hahaha...

gonna hav lotsa n lotsa of rest...so dain tired...cheerios.....

2005-11-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

PromNight was awesome...dain it feels bad endin dee dae...all of us were havin too much fun too end dee dae...niwae,mrs tan,tents for cumin...hahahahax....

kumar,vick n me were amg dee first to arrive..took attendance n receive dis small cutey mouse as a door gift...sheesh...wat a gift.......

met dee rest...all look fabulous...kumar wasn dait formal coz hes wearing jeans...vick,his shirt was dee ting for him...me,rilek ajer.... dee hunks n chicks were........wohooow...all were like superstars......... i like how james dressed up.......dee girls,a few lah......

had some games...lucky draw...wasn lucky for vick n me though.....first prize: two daes one nite in orchid cc....how we wish we could hav won dat....haix....dee winner....cheng3.....wan arsyad....HHWWWAAATTT???!!!....of all ppl,him? dat was one of dee hot stories....hes dain lucky dude..........

well,gotta congrats dee prom couple......dee king,yusof n dee queen,aishah....watter couple
...congrats3........ they do match.....

me n vick had our moments....wasn dee ones we expected though....hahahahax...wanna noe??? :P ...check it out urself...its sometin.......... nahhhh.......... :S

i jux miss dee dance....dee dance were great...... urghhhhhh.......damn its over....rudy,hats off..techno is his genre....hasanah n nisa....no comments.... better keep to myself ait..... boys,dun gian ahx.....

some complains:
-dey,dee prom contest let dee students vote dar.....y dee teachers...sheesh...
-dee dj's.....wah...dee songs played,noting better ahx....sumore all fast song....not romantic at all....
-ending dee nite with 'in the end'????wat dee....

jux aint wanna let dee nite go....but it has to end...so wat vick me kumar do???go coffeeshop....chill oni....tok2 for a while...oll like kiasu must look at us.....well,i didn regret goin although it was tough to pay up at first...mmm,wen would be dee nx prom??????????.....

aight dats for now....nex prog,boot camp for 3 hole weeks....arghhhhhhh......cheerios